What if it's ME?
It's a privilege as a doctor to give people a hand when they're in the worst time of their lives. Eg. child just been diagnosed with cancer, stroke, epilepsy, cerebral palsy, autism, ADHDI begin to think: what if it's me?
I know that my mind is skewed in the wrong direction because of my profession. I know there are healthy kids everywhere but I see these 'tragic' things happen...
Fear of having babies is creeping inside me... Someone once said: having a child is the most selfish decision you ever make in your life - because you never know if you're going to give him/her a good future or not.
As Christians, I ought not uphold this view. God CREATED all our lives WITH a purpose... I just secretly hope that His plan for my family will be aligned with my plan.... I'm a coward. I want an easy journey...
Who am I to wish for these things? TRUST IN THE LORD...
posted by Unknown @ 7:53 PM
1 Comments:
You're just human! It's normal to have fears about what the future might hold. The important thing is to keep yourself grounded in the little everyday things that make you happy. Then bit by bit, you'll just deal with things as they come up :).
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