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it hurts soo much

can't go into details
but just want to say i'm so deeply hurt
is it my pride? i dun think i did anything wrong
maybe ignorance is 'wrong'
Maybe i was wrong. surely its not just me? i feel so undeserving of such maltreatment
its like playing with a fragile fragile dragonfly
thought its best if i haf nothing to do with it.
to ignore it
to keep a distance
but no
the dragonfly is still hurt
i start to feel its out of my control
totally out of my control
now what do i do? move to a different continent altogether?
Lord says if the enemy slaps you on your face, let the enemy slap you on the other side also
Lord also says to reconcile, you must face the person and deal with it
i can't even do that. not even permitted
what a test
life is never mundane is it Lord? Thanks for the challenge.
Lord you see each tear that falls...

i feel like giving up. Pick me up.

posted by Unknown @ 10:38 PM