Thursday, May 31, 2007

31st May!

Something to be Happy about...

As of today... Two Months!

hehe...

posted by Unknown @ 3:52 PM 1 Comments

Time like this...

almost felt like the worst time of my life...

>.<

I CAN DO IT....

posted by Unknown @ 3:50 PM 2 Comments

Sunday, May 27, 2007

unhappy with oneself

I wish I could do more...
I wish I had more time...
I wish I had less obstacles...

3 more weeks and then 2 weeks of swotvac/exams...

will it be troublefree then? will it be 'perfect'?

posted by Unknown @ 8:32 AM 1 Comments

Friday, May 25, 2007

Acts 3-4

"Judge for yourselves whether it is right in God's sight to obey you rather than God. For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard."
Acts 4:19-20
wow... what a statement from Peter and John... They were healing people and then the onlookers asked that they keep quiet about the miracles as they were frightened of the Jewish leaders. be hold! Peter and John were bold enough to obey the Lord. Do I have the courage like they do? First and foremost, ask God to fill me with the holy spirit and give me the courage to speak about God's miracles in my life - despite whatever persecutions that will come my way... And it's not just a desire, it should be a COMMAND from the Lord.

posted by Unknown @ 7:13 PM 0 Comments

Monday, May 14, 2007

I have a Tummy...

So whilst everyone thinks I'm too thin, I'm here to annouce that I'm of normal weight. My BMI is a stunning 20! average for asian is probably 18.5 to 23. I fit right in the middle. thank u very much!!

Sadly all the fat has gone to my stomach. seriously, it bulges... must be the lack of exercise, lots of eating out, too much sitting (studying)... I can't fit into my tightest bardot jeans. thats so sad... I love those jeans... >.<

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Aside, I'm continuously being reminded how unintelligent and lazy I am. Seriously, I don't even know the most basic stuff. How can I be a good dr? Why did God let me get into med? So i was told that God never gives us anything we cannot handle... Test of Faith.. hmm...

posted by Unknown @ 7:35 PM 6 Comments

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

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i find myself clicking onto "new post"... without knowing what I want to write. I know I just want to rant on and on and on about my life... but i'm going to stop myself. there's no point. the best thing i can do for myself is to switch off Internet explorer and just get on with my studies. i know that i know nothing. so i need to study... no point whinging... the fact that i'm in med means that i'm capable to do it... it might be a bit late to start cramming but its better than not starting at all.. "may the force be with me"...


I still thank God.

posted by Unknown @ 7:52 PM 1 Comments

Monday, May 07, 2007

=( Unhappy >.<

I find myself whinging and feeling sorry for myself...

I hate it.

Who am I to complain when I have all that I need? So many people in a worse situation. I shld just be thankful for completing 5/6 of my course - a course that many dream to get it. I shld be content with a great guy God has blessed me with. I have friends - whom I can just call up to chat if anything displeases me. I have enough money. I'm healthy. I have a nice girly life group to look after.

... there're still things that sadden me... burden me...

Work hard!!! only a few more weeks to go..... EXAMS are so real now...... Can't help but feel stressed and unprepared. I wish I could just learn for the sake of learning...

LORD~ I pray for empowerment in my every aspect of life. I pray that I'll be the best that I can be. I pray that I live a life to paint a picture of who You are.

posted by Unknown @ 7:10 PM 1 Comments