梁静茹 <亲亲>
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同时甜蜜与心碎 是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭着眼睛
是你不是你 说不定 还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲 不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心 太相信 我的幸运百分之百是你
...
终予明白这首歌,那种是他不是他的心情。不敢相信不想贪心真的有那么幸运吗?
6.75

How do you measure love?with a ruler?
with a scale?
How much is immeasurable love? like God's love?
how wide how long how deep is it?
So I give a random answer. 1metre?
"How would you rate your love from 0 to 10, 10 being the maximum love you can ever have for a person?"0 - totally asymptomatic and non-pathological (benign)
10 - like you love so much that it aches like a severe chronic pancreatitis
err... 6.75?
I hope love is not stagnant. Unless you're God, you can always love
more...
Decisions...
If You forbid it, please tie up my tongue so I am not able to speak.Not that God is not able to do that. He absolutely CAN.
It's just that it wouldn't be a test of faith/obedience, would it?
Sometimes I'd rather God take away my free will so I'll never displease Him.
In the end, I believe God will bring me through despite ALL... including my mistakes, my disobedience, my rebellion...
Such is His Love. Wow.
Sunny days~
Maybe my sunny days have come after a short period of rains and uncertainties.
Just want to let you guys know that my problems are resolving. ^_^ Probably some residual stuff but they're good now.
Hope it's sunny on your side of the world too!!
寧願你不知道
LISTEN :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrNqu2Vyp1E歌手:衛詩 作曲:雷頌德
填詞:黃仲凱 編曲:雷頌德
情人時節 能握手 便足夠
嘴邊的溫暖沒需要擁有
無聊時間 能一起 聽演奏
跟你就永遠止於 良朋摯友
*寧願你永不知道 我多想與你好
能做你知己 不必與你擁抱
無謂愛意一宣佈 就此把你嚇倒
能陪我已很好
慾望未大到 高攀不到
*維持朋友 無需要 便擁有
親暱的感覺已享受得夠
靈魂和你 同一秒 在揮手
戀愛在有無之間 仍然引誘
寧願你永不知道 我多想與你好
能做你知己 不必與你擁抱
無謂愛意一宣佈 就此把你嚇倒
道別了你的好情人與友好 都得不到
REPEAT*
The lyrics is just ... right.
Some things should be reserved.
Ignorance is good. ^_^
开始懂了
没表情, 没笑容的我,看来很钢强吗?
我不是你们想的强。
::
为甚么忠是让我失望,让我白等。
都怪自己还是在等下去。。。
再给自己期望。
::
还以为自己做得到,原来还有很长的路要走。
::
最近,我学了认识自己。
原来我蛮自我中心,
自憐。
极度需要别人的肯定与安慰。
很不喜欢这样的我。
::
本来平凡的我很自由,畅悦
今天的我复杂了,心情有起有跌搞不清自己在想甚么不容易满足
但是, 很奇怪,我不想回到以前的我。
::就借借孙燕姿的歌,说一句:开始懂了这就是人生吧。这就是成长。
::
幸好有忠实的朋友,有神。成长中有你们撑着。。。
I'm a little messed up but at peace
Dear friends, (well, the very few who read this ranting blog :p)
I'm sorry that I made you worry about me. I'm okay, really . It's just that I have a few things to go through. I've defined 4 problems in my life, hm, perhaps 5. I'm sorting them out - not just on my own. I'll seek help when need be. some of you have already heard a bit from me. it's nice to know people care. =)
Perhaps it is a time for me to take a break. I'm 3 months away from my big exam. So I need to sort out my life and just focus on what is important.
In the midst of these *MESSes*, I'm at peace. Last night, I tried to cry to release my frustration, pain and all but I couldn't. It probably means that none has really messed up my heart. I'm still emotionally very intact. ^_^ Praise The Lord. He's guarded my heart.
I can stand tall and say that I'm Fine.
Sometimes i feel guilty for feeling sorry for myself. I'm already a favoured child of God, going through very few adverse events... shldn't complain coz if I do, it'd imply that God has stuffed up His plan for me - which is entirely not true.
Like someone said, I'll grow strong. I'll be moulded through all these. learning my mistakes. tolerating more. and to love more.
Thanks Girls, *hugz*
!@#$%^&*!@#$!
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not meant to be swearing.
just some frustration...
Calm down, think things through, get it right - slowly.
God is ever so patient with me...
this blog has become my punching bag. I just come and rant~ hoping people don't read this blog. Just when I decide that my life is simple and peaceful and fine, things hit me and I realise God wants to train me by giving me some more loads to uphold. Thank God For Everything!
my ideal guy...survey
1. My guy/girl's hair style
should be
[]long
[ ]curly
[*]clean cut
[ ]kalbo
[ ]spike
[ ]emo
2.the color of his/her hair should be
[*]black
[ ]brown
[ ]pink
[ ]red
[ ]multi-colored
3.he/she should be a
[ ]performer
[ ]gamer
[ ]not quite, can't do anything about
it.
[*]leader
[ ]athlete
[*]musician
[*]honor student
[]prince/princess
4. he/she should be
[ ]tall
[ ]6 footer
[ ]small
[*]5"6 - 6 foot height
5. He/she should be
[ ]romantic
[]bad boy/girl
[ *]simple
[ *]nerd
[ ]shy
[* ]smart
[ *]honest
6. His/her skin should be
[*]fair
[ ]dark as an african
[ ]mestizo/mestiza
[ ]moreno
[ ]anak araw
[ ]tan
[ ]light brown
7. He/she should be good in
[ ]sports
[* ]math
[ ]science
[ ]art
[*]music
[ ]cooking
[ ]fortune telling
[ ]surprises
8. my ideal guy/girl 's eyes should be
[ ]big as an owl
[ ]chinito/chinita
[ ]round eyes
[ ]none of the above
[*]eye catching just for me
[ ]small eyes
9. the color of his/her eyes should be
[ ]blue
[ ]green
[*]brown
[ ]red
[ ]pink
[ ]gray
[*]black
10. He/she should be
[ ]an atenista
[ ]a lasalita
[ ]a UP student
[ ]Ust
[ ]Povedan
[ ]letranista
[ ]Bedan
[ ]a student in FEU
[ ]CEU ..
[ ]an augustinian
[ ]indonesian
[ ]others
eh?? asian?
11. our age gap should be
[ ]just a few months
[ ]1 year
[*]2-5 years
[]more than 5 years
preferably just older than me
12. our date should be in
[*]a restaurant
[ ]park
[ ]cinema
[ ]paris,busett
[ *]seashore
if you are a girl repost this as
"my ideal guy...survey"
If you are a boy repost this as
"my ideal girl...survey
生日快乐

每年生日
那管身边有谁
为何我忠在乎你一句。。。
There's a new canto movie called "happy birthday". I haven't seen it but I really like this sentence... ^_^ The funny thing was the movie was screened on 18th January 07. *aww..* If someone remembers, it's my birthday.
And dora gave me a "happy birthday" cup coaster - think it was a promotional free gift...