Saturday, March 31, 2007

梁静茹 <亲亲>

...
同时甜蜜与心碎 是你的幽默还是温柔
是瞬间烟火还是不甘寂寞
第一次你抱紧我
轻轻的亲亲
紧紧闭着眼睛
是你不是你 说不定 还不一定
梦一样轻的亲亲 不敢用力呼吸
不敢太贪心 太相信 我的幸运百分之百是你
...

终予明白这首歌,
那种是他不是他的心情。
不敢相信
不想贪心
真的有那么幸运吗?

Thursday, March 29, 2007

6.75










How do you measure love?





with a ruler?


with a scale?





How much is immeasurable love? like God's love?





how wide how long how deep is it?





So I give a random answer. 1metre?


"How would you rate your love from 0 to 10, 10 being the maximum love you can ever have for a person?"

0 - totally asymptomatic and non-pathological (benign)
10 - like you love so much that it aches like a severe chronic pancreatitis




err... 6.75?





I hope love is not stagnant. Unless you're God, you can always love more...

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Decisions...

If You forbid it, please tie up my tongue so I am not able to speak.

Not that God is not able to do that. He absolutely CAN.

It's just that it wouldn't be a test of faith/obedience, would it?

Sometimes I'd rather God take away my free will so I'll never displease Him.

In the end, I believe God will bring me through despite ALL... including my mistakes, my disobedience, my rebellion...

Such is His Love. Wow.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Sunny days~

Maybe my sunny days have come after a short period of rains and uncertainties.

Just want to let you guys know that my problems are resolving. ^_^ Probably some residual stuff but they're good now.

Hope it's sunny on your side of the world too!!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

寧願你不知道

LISTEN :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrNqu2Vyp1E


歌手:衛詩 作曲:雷頌德
填詞:黃仲凱 編曲:雷頌德

情人時節 能握手 便足夠
嘴邊的溫暖沒需要擁有
無聊時間 能一起 聽演奏
跟你就永遠止於 良朋摯友

*寧願你永不知道 我多想與你好 
能做你知己 不必與你擁抱 
無謂愛意一宣佈 就此把你嚇倒 
能陪我已很好 
慾望未大到 高攀不到

*維持朋友 無需要 便擁有
親暱的感覺已享受得夠
靈魂和你 同一秒 在揮手
戀愛在有無之間 仍然引誘

寧願你永不知道 我多想與你好
能做你知己 不必與你擁抱
無謂愛意一宣佈 就此把你嚇倒
道別了你的好情人與友好 都得不到
REPEAT*

The lyrics is just ... right.
Some things should be reserved.
Ignorance is good. ^_^

Friday, March 16, 2007

开始懂了

没表情, 没笑容的我,看来很钢强吗?
我不是你们想的

::

为甚么忠是让我失望,让我白等。
都怪自己还是在等下去。。。
再给自己期望。

::

还以为自己做得到,原来还有很长的路要走。


::

最近,我学了认识自己。
原来我蛮自我中心,
自憐。
极度需要别人的肯定与安慰。
很不喜欢这样的我。

::

本来平凡的我很自由,畅悦
今天的我复杂了,心情有起有跌

搞不清自己在想甚么
不容易满足
但是, 很奇怪,我不想回到以前的我。

::

就借借孙燕姿的歌,说一句:开始懂了
这就是人生吧。
这就是成长。

::

幸好有忠实的朋友,有神。成长中有你们撑着。。。

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

I'm a little messed up but at peace

Dear friends, (well, the very few who read this ranting blog :p)

I'm sorry that I made you worry about me. I'm okay, really . It's just that I have a few things to go through. I've defined 4 problems in my life, hm, perhaps 5. I'm sorting them out - not just on my own. I'll seek help when need be. some of you have already heard a bit from me. it's nice to know people care. =)

Perhaps it is a time for me to take a break. I'm 3 months away from my big exam. So I need to sort out my life and just focus on what is important.

In the midst of these *MESSes*, I'm at peace. Last night, I tried to cry to release my frustration, pain and all but I couldn't. It probably means that none has really messed up my heart. I'm still emotionally very intact. ^_^ Praise The Lord. He's guarded my heart.

I can stand tall and say that I'm Fine.

Sometimes i feel guilty for feeling sorry for myself. I'm already a favoured child of God, going through very few adverse events... shldn't complain coz if I do, it'd imply that God has stuffed up His plan for me - which is entirely not true.

Like someone said, I'll grow strong. I'll be moulded through all these. learning my mistakes. tolerating more. and to love more.

Thanks Girls, *hugz*

Monday, March 12, 2007

!@#$%^&*!@#$!

!@#$%^&**&^%%$$#!@#$%$^%$%
!@#$%^&**&^%%$$#!@#$%$^%$%
!@#$%^&**&^%%$$#!@#$%$^%$%
!@#$%^&**&^%%$$#!@#$%$^%$%
!@#$%^&**&^%%$$#!@#$%$^%$%

not meant to be swearing.

just some frustration...

Calm down, think things through, get it right - slowly.

God is ever so patient with me...

this blog has become my punching bag. I just come and rant~ hoping people don't read this blog. Just when I decide that my life is simple and peaceful and fine, things hit me and I realise God wants to train me by giving me some more loads to uphold. Thank God For Everything!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

my ideal guy...survey

1. My guy/girl's hair style
should be

[]long
[ ]curly
[*]clean cut
[ ]kalbo
[ ]spike
[ ]emo


2.the color of his/her hair should be

[*]black
[ ]brown
[ ]pink
[ ]red
[ ]multi-colored

3.he/she should be a

[ ]performer
[ ]gamer
[ ]not quite, can't do anything about
it.
[*]leader
[ ]athlete
[*]musician
[*]honor student
[]prince/princess

4. he/she should be

[ ]tall
[ ]6 footer
[ ]small
[*]5"6 - 6 foot height

5. He/she should be

[ ]romantic
[]bad boy/girl
[ *]simple
[ *]nerd
[ ]shy
[* ]smart
[ *]honest

6. His/her skin should be
[*]fair
[ ]dark as an african
[ ]mestizo/mestiza
[ ]moreno
[ ]anak araw
[ ]tan
[ ]light brown


7. He/she should be good in

[ ]sports
[* ]math
[ ]science
[ ]art
[*]music
[ ]cooking
[ ]fortune telling
[ ]surprises


8. my ideal guy/girl 's eyes should be

[ ]big as an owl
[ ]chinito/chinita
[ ]round eyes
[ ]none of the above
[*]eye catching just for me
[ ]small eyes

9. the color of his/her eyes should be

[ ]blue
[ ]green
[*]brown
[ ]red
[ ]pink
[ ]gray
[*]black

10. He/she should be

[ ]an atenista
[ ]a lasalita
[ ]a UP student
[ ]Ust
[ ]Povedan
[ ]letranista
[ ]Bedan
[ ]a student in FEU
[ ]CEU ..
[ ]an augustinian
[ ]indonesian
[ ]others
eh?? asian?


11. our age gap should be

[ ]just a few months
[ ]1 year
[*]2-5 years
[]more than 5 years
preferably just older than me

12. our date should be in

[*]a restaurant
[ ]park
[ ]cinema
[ ]paris,busett
[ *]seashore

if you are a girl repost this as

"my ideal guy...survey"

If you are a boy repost this as

"my ideal girl...survey

生日快乐



























每年生日
那管身边有谁
为何我忠在乎你一句。。。

There's a new canto movie called "happy birthday". I haven't seen it but I really like this sentence... ^_^ The funny thing was the movie was screened on 18th January 07. *aww..* If someone remembers, it's my birthday.

And dora gave me a "happy birthday" cup coaster - think it was a promotional free gift...