Easter
i don't know how Easter arrives so early.
i almost have no warnings!
Where's the spirit of Easter?
What does it mean? to the non-christians, to the christians?
This year must be the year of familiarity...
I'm so comfortable, too comfortable where I am
too familiar with church 'routines'
too busy doing church
gotta find the mystery of God again - like blueflower said.
fall in love with Him in a romantic way...
keep pursuing Him...
and He will reveal......
People age ... and
My next door neighbour, Bill has passed away.
Got a call from his daughter
that he passed away with his wife holding his hand...
Cancer, yup, another cancer case...
but it's not 'just another patient'
He's my friend, my friendly neighbour.
the last time I saw him was before i left for m'sia
My mum insisted that I say hello to him and his wife before I fly off
by then, it wasn't diagnosed as 'cancer'...
it was a happy afternoon.
Bill lying on his couch
Shirley telling us what's been going on with his investigations
we showed them an album of ours.
I told them about my boyfriend.
They were so happy for me.
they're such beautiful couple. so made for each other.
Aunty Shirley, I hope you stay strong! ....
Goodbye, Bill.
UNMOTIVATED...
I don't wanna do any studies!
i wish i could be motivated...
my dear albert has just started his coursework again
seems like he's more enthusiastic than I am - not surprisingly
i guess i reali dun haf the passion in studies...
can one learn to be more passionate?
Life grp leading on the other hand is a bit more interesting!
still need to ask God for zeal at times
but at least I naturally want to be a good leader
- do my best for the last time that I'm leading perhaps...
internship application is particularly daunting..
i wanna turn on my denial mechanism again........
i hate forms.. hate applications..
what? A doctor in less than a year's time? NO WAY..........
better get back to studies.....
